Ron Washington is not happy to see me. I wasn’t supposed to
come here. Not to New Orleans, the place where he was born, the place he has
called home his entire life. Not to his neighborhood in the notorious Ninth
Ward, where he and his wife, Gerry, have lived for more than 25 years. And
certainly not to his front door, which, after a knock, is opened wide enough
for him to peer out, but not so wide that I can see in. The usually jubilant,
smiling Texas Rangers manager looks tired, worn down. Behind his wire-framed
glasses, his normally bright brown eyes appear sunken, shot with flecks of
yellow. His hair—the ring of what’s left of it—is disheveled, his mustache
ruffled.
He doesn’t give interviews in New Orleans, I was told. This
is his safe zone, his off time, a respite from the game he’s been a part of for
all but a few of his 58 years on this planet. But I’m here to learn about Ron
Washington. About the man. About what created the force that propelled the
Rangers to the greatest season in franchise history. So I had to come to this
neighborhood. And I had to knock on his door.
He looks like a grandfather just roused from a postprandial
Thanksgiving Day nap. I tell him who I am and ask if he has a few minutes to
talk.
“I’m not interested,” he says. His tone is apologetic but
firm. He looks around to see if there’s anyone with me, and he squints in the
sunlight. He sees I’m alone.
“Can I at least ask about what’s carved into the sidewalk
over there?” I ask.
In front of Ron Washington’s house, in capital letters that
span three or four squares of the sidewalk, someone has etched into the
concrete “NIGGERS.” You can tell it wasn’t written when the concrete was wet,
either. No, someone had to take a sharp object and cut into the concrete with
so much persistence and pressure that the gashed letters would remain visible
for years.
“Oh, that,” he says. “That’s some ugliness. It was done
before I got the house.”
Tax records show he bought this house in 1986. He was a
back-up infielder for the Minnesota Twins then. That means that a man who’s
been coaching or managing—and before that, playing—in the Major Leagues for
three decades has seen this racial slur every time he stepped out into his own
front yard. And he has never paid the couple hundred dollars it would take to
replace the concrete. And he’s never moved out of this modest single-story
brick-and-brown-shingle house—valued by the Orleans Parish tax assessor’s
office at $110,000—even after it was flooded and gutted and uninhabitable for
more than a year.
A lot of people with money have left New Orleans. Anne Rice
is gone. So are Brad and Angelina. Harry Anderson, the judge from Night Court,
left, too. Even Sean Payton, head coach of the Saints, recently moved his
family out of New Orleans and into the Dallas suburb of Westlake.
But Ron Washington has stayed. Though he’s certainly not
among the highest-paid managers in the game—the hosts on 1310 The Ticket joke
that he lives in a cardboard box by the ballpark—he has still earned millions
of dollars over his career. He could live in a six-bedroom mansion in a
pleasant suburb somewhere, behind a wall and gate and a guard who calls him
“sir.”
But he rebuilt his house here, in an area my hotel concierge
and cab driver both told me not to visit at night. I want to ask the man why he
came back. Why he stays.
Standing in his doorway, in his wind pants and gray
sweatshirt, Ron Washington looks like a regular guy on his day off. He could be
a cable repairman maybe, or an airline employee. This man didn’t ask to be
famous. He didn’t ask to have his ungrammatical utterances quoted and printed
on shirts, or to have children dress like him for Halloween.
“I promise I don’t mean to bother you,” I tell him. “I just
came all this way, and I figured I’d try.”
“I’m sorry you made the trip all the way out here,” he says.
“I’m just really not interested.”
From the outside, the house that Ron Washington rebuilt
seems pleasant enough: a modest 2,000 square feet or so, windows with new white
shutters, a brick mailbox out front, a two-car garage in the back. The lawn has
been mowed and edged. His is certainly one of the nicer houses on the block.
This neighborhood is full of houses that never got fixed,
empty tombstones for families and friends who never came back. Just a few
hundred yards from the salty waters of Lake Pontchartrain, these blocks were
under 5 feet of murky sludge for more than six weeks. There are reminders of
the storm everywhere. The house directly behind Washington’s has been
completely gutted. The address is spelled out in scripted iron letters mounted
to the front wall, and green floral-print drapes still hang over the glass
behind the open front door—small remnants of a life that no longer exists—but
the rest of the house has been stripped, barred, and abandoned. The rotted
furniture, warped photos, useless appliances, even the copper wiring in the
walls—are all gone.
The uninhabited house across the street to the west has
newspapers from 2005 taped over the inside of the windows and a brown, smudgy
water line that never washed off. The empty shell of a house across the street
to the north still has bright orange spray paint on the brick wall: a giant “X”
and a “9/6,” disaster-response shorthand for “On September 6, 2005, there were
no dead bodies inside this house.”
About half the houses in Washington’s neighborhood have been
rebuilt or repaired enough to be repopulated. So this is also a place for
survivors, for people who have endured. This is a city that has for centuries
buried its dead one on top of the other. The people here continue to endure,
plodding through life one day at a time, because it’s the only way they know.
At the last Rangers press conference before spring training,
an event in Round Rock, Texas, celebrating the acquisition of the new Triple-A
affiliate, a reporter asked Ron Washington if he planned to go back to New
Orleans when he was done in Texas.
“I haven’t left New Orleans,” he responded. “I still make
New Orleans my home. I still go back there in the wintertime. I was grown
there. I was born there. It’s part of my heritage. It’s slow coming back, but I
want to be there and be a part of it when it do come back.”
That’s how Ron Washington talks, with a very particular
syntax acquired in the Ninth Ward.
The team provides him with a house in Arlington worth a
little more than $200,000—still quite modest by the standards of professional
sports. But any time he gets off, he comes back here.
One thing is certain: it isn’t because he’s a neighborhood
hero—or even close to his neighbors. His only adjacent neighbor, Esha McDougle,
a 31-year-old hairstylist, has never exchanged more than a friendly honk and a
wave with him or Gerry. McDougle moved in a few months ago. Before I knocked on
her door earlier today, she had not only never heard of Ron Washington, she
wasn’t sure what sport the Texas Rangers play.
“I had no idea there was someone like that around here,” she
tells me. “They seem so down to earth.”
Sonja Rollins, who lives across the street, had never heard
of Ron Washington either. She figured maybe the guy in the corner house was a
traveling salesman. “They don’t be home too much,” she says.
Adam Owens, a firefighter in his 20s who lives a few doors
down, follows baseball and has known who lives in the corner house for a few
years now. Owens sees them outside every once in a while when he walks his
dogs. The two men usually exchange a smile and a nod and nothing more. “He’s a
quiet dude,” Owens says. “Most people around here have no clue who he is.”
So much of baseball is about failure. The best sluggers in
the game fail to get a hit in two-thirds of their at-bats. The best pitchers
still let in an average of two runs a game. Everyone makes errors. Everyone
strikes out. The sport is about dealing with disappointments and pain and
moving forward to another day. And Ron Washington has had more than his share
of disappointment and pain: from growing up in the projects, one of 10 kids in
a family that sometimes didn’t have enough to eat, to losing a brother in
Vietnam, to losing his house in a giant hurricane, to slowly losing his mother
to Alzheimer’s. He’s had his share of failures, too, with only 10 Major League
games played in the first 11 years of his pro career and more than two decades
spent pining for a big league manager position. But even in the cynical world
of sports, his biggest failure was shocking.
In front of a line of cameras and reporters, last season Ron
Washington desperately asked the public to believe that, at 57 years old, the
one and only time he’d ever tried cocaine just happened to be a few days before
the one time that year he was scheduled to be tested. He said he was sorry,
that what he’d done was stupid, that he’d gone to counseling, that he promised
he’d help young people.
He summed up the situation like only Ron Washington could:
“Challenges are what you make of life that makes it interesting,” he said.
“Overcoming those challenges is what makes life meaningful. And I do want to
make a difference. And I do want to put something meaningful in everybody’s
life.” Then he looked directly into the cameras. “That’s just been the way Ron
Washington has been.”
Despite the support of his players, there were immediate
calls for his firing. “Now that the story of Washington’s failed drug test is
public, the question is how long the Rangers can afford to stand behind their
man,” Tim Cowlishaw wrote in the Dallas Morning News. “My guess? Not very
long.”
The next day, Jean-Jacques Taylor wrote, “The Rangers
should’ve fired Ron Washington the day he admitted using cocaine during last
year’s All-Star break. No questions asked.”
But Jon Daniels, the Wunderkind who’d gone from intern to
general manager in under five years, was less inclined to give up on the man he
hired. “My emotions were all over the place,” Daniels told reporters at the
time. “I was shocked. I was disappointed. I was angry. I felt all those things
that probably our fans are going to feel. We decided to work through it. You
hope at some point some good will come out of this.”
No honest Rangers fan could have imagined what good could
come of this. Even Nolan Ryan, the greatest Ranger of all time and a model of
austerity and sobriety (he swears he’s never taken an illegal drug in his
life), admits he had backup plans if Washington didn’t work out.
“We went into last year with a lot of questions,” Ryan says
now. Looking back, he’s obviously pleased with his decision to stick with his
manager, though he says so with the modesty of a lifelong Texan who, no matter
where he went, always came home to Texas. “With Ron, I think that he has
probably been the right person in the right place for the way that this
organization has come together.”
That’s Ryan’s way of saying the Rangers needed someone like
Ron Washington. They needed a survivor, someone who could rebuild. In so many ways, Washington’s entire life had
been preparing him for this moment.
The first time he moved away from New Orleans was 1970, when
he was 18. It was also his first time to fly in a plane. He had just signed his
first baseball contract, for $1,000 with the Kansas City Royals, and he was
heading for the team’s new baseball academy in Sarasota, Florida, where he knew
no one. He would later say that when he looked out the window of the plane, he
couldn’t help but tear up.
He grew up in the Desire Housing Project, one of the city’s
most crime-ridden developments, working hard to stretch a three-dollar-a-week
allowance into five days of lunch money and bus fare. A wiry kid with glasses,
he couldn’t always outrun the bullies who wanted his money. But he found refuge
in baseball. He played catcher, and, as a boy, he slept with the mitt his
father—a truck driver—gave him. After high school, he learned about a series of
tryouts the Royals were holding all over the country, the franchise’s attempt
to cultivate talented minority kids from places other teams wouldn’t even send
scouts. Of the 156 players at the tryouts in New Orleans, Washington was the
only one invited to the academy.
That’s where he met a quiet, thoughtful middle infielder
from Mississippi named Frank White. “He was one of the most rambunctious guys
I’d ever met,” remembers White, who recently resigned from the Royals front
office to pursue broadcasting. “He’d sit there behind home plate and just talk
nonstop. He never let things get boring.”
The two of them—the chatter-mouth catcher and the pensive
second baseman—became fast friends. They were also the star pupils. The academy
drilled the importance of fundamentals and technique, and the young ballplayers
took direction well. When coaches told the confident catcher there was no
chance he would ever make it to the big leagues squatting behind the plate at
140 pounds, he agreed to switch to the infield. He loved playing catcher
because he felt he could control the whole game, but he was dedicated to
playing in the majors and he did what he was told.
“He had this great ability to adapt to any situation,” White
tells me. “And he could always take the lemons and make lemonade.”
Both men worked their way up into the Royals farm system.
White went on to play 18 seasons in the majors, all with Kansas City. He made
five All-Star games, won eight Gold Gloves, and, in 1985, he was a key part of
the team that won the World Series.
That’s not what happened to Washington, though. After six
years, he still couldn’t break into the big leagues—at least partially because
White was so consistent at second base—and he was traded to the Dodgers for a
guy who never played in the majors. After nearly two full years in the Dodgers
organization, he finally got called up at the end of the 1977 season. In the 10
games he played, he batted .368 and stole one base, but the Dodgers in the late
’70s had one of the all-time great infields. The promising 25-year-old started
the next season back in Triple-A.
He was trying to beat out a grounder in a freezing ballpark
in Utah early that next year—“He was never one to slack off,” White says—when
he tore up his knee. And because this was before the days of laparoscopic
surgery, it would take four more years and another team before he’d make it
back to the show.
When he finally made the Twins roster as a utility
in–fielder in 1981, he was nearly in his 30s. He’d play second base one night,
pinch hit the next, then not see any action for a week. But he had a reputation
as a hard worker. “If he messed up, or even if he dropped a ball in practice,
he’d take responsibility immediately,” says Randy Bush, a teammate from ’82 to
’86 and a fellow New Orleanian. Bush was primarily a pinch hitter in those days
and spent plenty of nights in the dugout next to his friend. Day after day, no
matter how long he’d been sitting on that bench, Washington would never miss
the chance to stand up and congratulate his teammates as they returned to the
dugout.
“Ron was always intense,” Bush says. “He wasn’t about to
take anything for granted.”
The two of them used to go to the ballpark early and play
pepper to make sure they were fresh. They’d also train together back in New
Orleans in the off-season. They used to meet in the morning and run for miles.
Then they’d throw each other batting practice. Then they’d lift weights. Five
days a week, like factory workers. If it was raining too hard, they’d spend the
day running sprints inside a gym.
Ron Maestri was the head coach of the baseball team at the
University of New Orleans at the time, and he let the two pros work out in the
school facilities. “I used to get my players together and tell them to watch
those guys,” Maestri says. “I’d say, ‘This is
what it takes to make it in the big leagues.’ ”
These days Maestri is an executive with the New Orleans
Zephyrs minor league club, but he still talks to both men often. “He always had
this great ability to just be the same every day,” Maestri says. “When things
are hard, Wash doesn’t change. When things are good, Wash doesn’t change.”
Most of his career has been long bus trips and strange beds,
a long-distance call home every night and a life in a suitcase. He lived in the
shadows of the game. Even when he eventually made it to the majors, not even
the most dedicated stats geeks knew the name Ron Washington. He was a .261
batter who never hit more than five homers in a season.
“Ron and I weren’t superstars,” says Bush, now the assistant
general manager of the Chicago Cubs. “We didn’t have the natural talent or size
some of those guys had. We were never guaranteed a spot. We had to go into
spring training ready to play.”
One year, Bush led the American League in pinch hits and
twice more he finished in the top three. He went on to win two World Series
rings with the Twins.
That’s not what happened to Washington, though. He was
released in spring training before the ’87 season, the year the Twins won their
first World Series. He watched his buddies—the men he’d congratulated from the
dugout for six years—win a championship without him. He spent a year with the
Baltimore Orioles, a year with the Cleveland Indians, and seven final games
with the Houston Astros in 1989—where he was briefly a teammate of Nolan
Ryan’s.
When no more major league teams wanted him, he spent another
year in the minors, finishing his career the way he started it, as a catcher.
And when no more minor league teams had room for him, he played in a seniors’
league in Daytona Beach until the league folded in December of 1990.
Years later, on rare occasions when the mood got serious,
Bush would ask his friend about 1987, about getting cut the year the team won
the World Series. “I know I would have been so mad, but I never heard him complain,”
Bush says. “He said he truly has no bitterness over it. He told me, ‘It is what
it is. You just gotta let it go and turn the page. You gotta keep working. What
else can you do?’ That’s always stayed with me.”
His managing career began the same way his playing career
did, with several years spent moving up and down through minor leagues. He
didn’t get a chance to coach on a major league staff until a former Twins
teammate, Billy Beane, became the Oakland A’s general manager. Beane, too, had
spent nights in the dugout with Ron Washington, listening to him chatter. He
knew his scrappy history and he remembered the positive attitude and focus on
fundamentals. He brought him on as the first base coach.
The new coach brought the creeds he’d been taught so many
years ago at the academy: footwork, situational awareness, practicing hard even
if you probably won’t play, playing today like yesterday never happened. He
also brought the infectious smile of a man who loves his job.
Within a few years, he’d garnered a reputation as a man who
could make a professional infielder out of anyone. Author Michael Lewis took
note of him when he wrote the 2003 book Moneyball: the Art of Winning an Unfair
Game. “Wash’s job was to take the mess Billy Beane sent him during spring
training and make sure it didn’t embarrass anyone by opening day,” Lewis wrote.
“He had a gift for making players want to be better than they were—though he
would never allow himself such a pretentious thought.” He also noted how
wonderfully quotable the entertaining coach can be, writing, “Ron Washington
can’t open his mouth without saying something that belongs in Bartlett’s.”
Despite Washington’s fine work as a coach, nobody wanted to
give him a chance to manage. And that included Billy Beane, who interviewed
him—and passed him over—several times.
“That definitely hurt him,” Maestri says. “He felt like he
would make a good manager, and he wanted people to believe him.”
Though they were longtime friends, Beane was, at heart, a
stats man. And Washington was, statistically speaking, 100 percent heart. Even
if he wasn’t beloved by management, his players adored him. A’s third baseman
Eric Chavez actually gave the coach one of his Gold Glove trophies. And when
the trophy was destroyed in the hurricane, Chavez asked Rawlings to commission
another one and gave him that.
Washington was in Baltimore the night the storm hit. His
wife and family had driven to Atlanta. What the storm itself spared, the floods
did not.
“He lost everything,” Maestri says. “Every room in the house
was destroyed.”
He had good insurance, but both past and present players
wanted to help him, to chip in. Jason Giambi, by then in the middle of his $120
million contract with the Yankees, slipped him a check for $25,000 before a
game one night.
It was one more thing to endure for Washington. But when the
insurance company finally got around to checking out the damage, and the
supplies and construction crews eventually became available, they got to work
rebuilding the house one room at a time. All told, it took nearly five years to
rebuild Washington’s house, but he never complained. Instead, he went to the
ballpark every day and did his job.
“For Ron, baseball is an escape,” Maestri says. “When he’s
at the ballpark with all his friends, that’s like a personal heaven for him.”
His house was still under repair in November 2006, when he
finally got his big league managing job—not from his A’s, but from their rival
Texas Rangers—reportedly sealing the deal a few days earlier by impressing Jon
Daniels and Tom Hicks at a backyard barbecue. He promised that the Rangers
would no longer rely on a power-hitting offense alone. He announced the team
would finally learn to play small ball. They’d work the counts, take the extra
bases, never stop applying pressure. He said the Ron Washington era would
include a focus on defense, which would, in turn, help out the pitching.
It sounded good in theory—even if it sounded strange coming
out of his mouth. But it was slow going at first. There were reports that
certain veterans were feuding with the new manager. In 2007, his first season
with the Rangers, the team went 75-87, but a few of those veterans weren’t
around by the end of the year.
In the 2008 season, they continued to struggle but finished
the year in second place in the division. In 2009, the team was in playoff
contention—and in first place for short stretches—late in the summer. Rangers
fans had something to believe in for the first time in years. Then came that
infamous All-Star break.
He’s never discussed the details in public. He said he met
up with old friends in Anaheim. They were out drinking. One thing led to
another. A few days later, there was a knock on the door, a urine sample, a
phone call to the league’s employee assistance number. There was the tense
conversation with Jon Daniels and Nolan Ryan, an offer to resign—if that’s what
they wanted. He’d do anything to save his career. He couldn’t bear the thought
that, after 39 years of giving everything to the game of baseball, this would
be what he’d be known for.
They told him he could stay if he agreed to counseling and
regular tests. But they warned that if the news got out, nobody would believe a
57-year-old manager just decided to try cocaine for the first time in his life.
Then the news broke. The national sports media descended
upon Surprise, Arizona, for what was one of the more bizarre stories of the
year. After all he’d been through in life, Ron Washington had never felt shame
like this. This, he did to himself.
He called his old friend from the academy, but the old
chatterbox catcher could barely get his words out. “He said he felt like he let
me down,” White says. “I assured him he hadn’t. I said, ‘You’ve been
accountable. You admitted to what you did. You’ve taken the right steps. You didn’t
let me down, Ron.’ ”
He placed a similar call to Ron Maestri, back in New
Orleans. “He said, ‘Maes, I feel like I really let you down.’ I said, ‘Wash,
you made a mistake, but you handled this like a man. I’m proud of you.’ ”
The season started slowly, and it looked like the prediction
that he would be fired was coming true. But then something happened. Daniels
and Ryan noticed it. The players noticed it, too. Elvis Andrus started showing
up early for extra fielding practice. Josh Hamilton became a more vocal leader.
The Texas Rangers became grinders. They worked the count to wear opposing
pitchers down. They took the extra base any chance they got. The entire team
began to take on the personality of Ron Washington. They even started repeating
his quirky, Yogi Berra-esque pearls of wisdom such as: “This team do what it
does, it do what it do” and “I just think that’s the way my hair grow” and, of
course, the slogan that launched a thousand t-shirts, “That’s the way baseball
go.”
By the middle of June, they were in first place. Then the
team added Cliff Lee and never looked back. And as the team won more and more,
it seemed like people liked those funny things he said more and more. There
were t-shirts, radio montages, songs on YouTube, a 7-year-old who, with the
help of a shaved head and stick-on mustache, looked hilariously like the
manager. These were strange days indeed.
In September, the team clinched first place in Oakland,
right in front of Billy Beane. The Rangers entered the postseason as underdogs.
First, they took down the Tampa Bay Rays—the team that had finished the regular
season with the best record in baseball—in five dramatic games. Next up were
the Yankees, the defending champions who had ended so many Rangers seasons in
the past.
Game one, in Arlington, started well, but the team blew a
five-run lead and lost. Washington got a chance at redemption the very next
night, in the bottom of the first inning. Andrus beat out a
grounder to lead off, then took second on a wild pitch. He stole third on a
curveball in the dirt. With two outs and runners at the corners, the manager
called for a rare double steal.
As the pitcher went into his wind up, Josh Hamilton broke
for second base. When the catcher tried to pick him off, Andrus sprinted for
home. The throw back to home came in wide and—safe! Just like that, a one-run
lead, momentum, the Ron Washington way.
After the amazing play, the manager stood smiling at the top
of his dugout, ready to high-five each of his players. The Rangers won the game
7-2, won the series in six games—the clinching moment of game six coming with a
symbolic Alex Rodriguez strikeout. And for the first time in franchise history,
the Texas Rangers were going to the World Series.
“October was one of those magical months that you see in
baseball,” Nolan Ryan says. “I can honestly say that when we clinched against
the Yankees that night, it was truly one of the highlights of my baseball
career and probably one of the most exciting times on a personal basis that
I’ve ever had.”
And of course we know how this story ends. No, Ron
Washington didn’t win the World Series. In football and basketball, they
measure greatness only in rings. But in baseball, sometimes championships
aren’t the most important thing. Sometimes it’s just about who finds a way to
keep showing up. Sometimes it’s about surviving.
About half an hour after he sends me away from his door, I
see Ron Washington in his driveway next to his white Infiniti SUV. He has a
bottle of Armor All next to him and a rag in his hand. I approach one more time
and hand him a piece of paper with my number on it. I apologize again and tell
him I’ll be in town for a day, and if he changes his mind to please give me a
call.
“I probably won’t,” he says.
If you ask Washington’s neighbors why they think he comes
back here, they say it’s because the neighborhood is a nice place to live. Kids
can ride their bikes and play outside after school, they say, and a lot of
neighborhoods nearby aren’t like that. There’s even a local security guard who circles
the blocks in an old Crown Victoria. Sure, there are empty houses, but that
means it’s quiet.
And the truth is, he likes the anonymity. It’s nice to get
recognized by a baggage handler every once in a while, but most of his life has
been in the shadows of baseball. And the more people who know who he is, the
weirder things get. He likes coming back here because this place reminds him
who he is. The winter is his. He gets to spend time with his wife. He likes to
keep the grass cut and the cars clean.
Before I go, I take another look at the house Ron Washington
rebuilt. You could fit three, maybe four of this house into some homes in
Southlake, where his players live. I can’t help it.
“Mr. Washington,” I say, “after the storm, why didn’t you
buy a bigger house?”
He thinks about it and smiles. “One day,” he says, “we will.
Right now, all the mansions in this town are destroyed. You do that, you just
taking on someone else’s problems. But some day.”
He has said before that he hopes he can be a part of baseball
until his brain no longer functions. After the wonder that was last year, 2011
seems destined to be a failure by comparison. There are injury worries and
trade demands and some big names not coming back. As always, there are concerns
about pitching. But for now, Ron Washington is content here, at home, washing
his car as the sun goes down in New Orleans.
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